Every night it’s easy to escape
Through midnight tunnels
And return with the stretch of an eyelid
But to run away with mind and body
Takes a great deal of courage
To trade pain for loneliness
Which is not a good trade when there’s no
Hell worse than being alone
Unless you can’t bear the heat of the flame
Which is why we teeter on the window ledge
Or dance between gas and brake
Depending on the moment at hand
And whether the greater fight is hanging on
Or letting go
Simply beautiful! Loved the line “To trade pain for loneliness” …So many times in life I have wondered if this trade-off was worth it or not.